Oblivious Insanity

I need eyes to see everything inside, inside
Underworld antic wrath absurdities collide, collide
Particulate hideous freak mysterious fatuous device, device
Deep in consciousness and disobey my God

I can't believe it, I fought and died for nothing
Such a marvelous nightmare, or such a horrible dream
Structured sick society, everything down to the deep sleep
Talk random weird things in a mental institution
You're not my angel, I reject becoming your victim
Dying with your spell, searching for love in dwelling hell
Death smiles at all, we just can smile back
In the darkness, in the shadows, never talked about that before

I need to know, I need to know
Why does everything abuse and insult me in this sadness sorrow?
I need a ..

I'm not insane
(I need eyes to see everything inside, inside)
You'll never know inside my heart
(Underworld antic wrath absurdities collide, collide)
Just holding my pain
(Particulie hideous freak mysterious fatuous device, device)
Until i meet my Almighty God
(Deep in conciousness and disobey my God)

Have you ever been in a place where all hope is gone?
(I'm so alone)
Under pressure where people don't seem to understand
(Despise)
Crowded inside my head
(Oh God)
I couldn't hold my self back from not killing someone
(Suicide)
Wreak havoc inside my head

I'm not insane
(I need eyes to see everything inside, inside)
You'll never know inside my heart
(Underworld antic wrath absurdities collide, collide)
Just holding my pain
(Particulate hideous freak mysterious fatuous device, device)
Until i meet my Almighty God
(Deep in consciousness and disobey my God)