Family Means

Took my secret weapon and inflicted on myself
It was then that it hit me ended back at my own hell
Oh, ashes on the floor from those things I used to know
I sat down in the corner right where he used to hang his coat

Checking everything
For the relics I had
And for what it's worth I have it all when I sleep
Is this what family means?
Is this what family means?
Family means