Vasaline

If I sit still too long
I might break my heart
See what I ignored
Start to fall apart

Everything's pretty
When you squint your eyes
Is it better?
Or is it all just lies

I really wanna run
Cuz I don't wanna look no further
Who I am or who I'm not
I'm too scared to see
How I feel when I'm surviving

Vasaline on the lens blur the edges
Push it off of the ledge in forget it
If you numb yourself you won't regret it
Everything will make sense if you let it

Everything's pretty when you squint your eyes
Is it better, or is it all just lies?

I really wanna run
Cuz I don't wanna look no further
Who I am or who I'm not
I'm too scared to see
How I feel when I'm surviving