Back Again

My friends keep telling me to let you go
But every time I try, somehow I end up at your door
You say the right thing, wear that same old smile
And I forget all the pain for a little while

You leave me lonely, then you reel me in
I lose myself just tryna make you win
You never change, I know the game
But here I am, still sayin' your name

My nights are long without you
But I'm broken when I'm with you
And though I swore I'd close that door
I keep on comin' back again

You don't deserve this heart, no
But I give it like you gave more
I know it's wrong, I know the end
But I keep on comin' back again

You call me "baby" like you never left
You talk in circles when I ask you where you slept
I lie to myself just to feel okay
Ignore the signs, pretend it's just a phase

I thought I healed, I really tried
Then I hear your voice and I lose my mind
You bring that chaos, soft and smooth
Say you'll do better - you never do

My nights are long without you
But I'm broken when I'm with you
And though I swore I'd close that door
I keep on comin' back again

You don't deserve this heart, no
But I give it like you gave more
I know it's wrong, I know the end
But I keep on comin' back again

So many lies I dressed as hope
So many signs I chose to ignore
I swear I leave, I swear I'm done
But then I see your name, and I come undone

My nights are long without you
But I'm broken when I'm with you
And even when I try to mend
I keep on comin' back again