Liminality

Strive to find a way

To hold out through the night

Survive another day spent keeping ourselves alive

This time take my hand, pull you deep inside

Redefine life instead

Fill our hearts with pride

And I can’t stop thinking about the end

Another down the hatch for life’s oldest friend

Memento mori and the peace to come

Collect all your memories from when it begun

And I’m a little older now, a little wiser now

No need to ask how, no need to know how

Just accept it’s happening and hope to slow down

Yeah but I’m still useless and I’m now a fucking clown

But I pick my struggles and I’m still afraid to get old

Fuck knows what’s happening

And fuck knows what I’m told

I will return to the beginning and start a new life

If my bones are dust then times cut by its cruel knife

Ah fuck it, time to call it quits

Trip down the stairs and watch myself eat shit

Lit sticks, fire licks, stick tricks, throats sick

Pour acid down my throat and hope it fucking sticks

Sing another shitty song about how my fucking life stinks

Stare at the flame lit by a candle of fucking Lynx

Play another shitty show

Waiting for my alarms blink

Watch myself struggle while I listen to my bones creak

Every day I lay awake

And think of all the things I hate

Every night I dream of a sky,

Made from all the things that I like