Chaos

CHAOS in the back of my mind
I want to run away
Leaving everything behind
CHAOS in the depth of my heart
What is wrong with me?
Feelings tearing me apart

I have changed
I've lost my mind!
Became deranged
Path not defined

Get out of my way
I'm wide awake
Leave me to make
My own mistakes

What is it?
Tears and joy!
Let's create
To destroy

Riot inside
Does not stop
I know I'm right
You know

Don't stop my mess
It's my way
It's not distress
I'm okay

I'm off the chain
I am not here
I don't feel pain
I don't know fear

I better leave
And slam the door
You won't perceive
Me anymore