Dysth3Mia

You are a warning sign
Telling me to not get close
But I never read the lights
Saying, "Don't you overdose"
Three daps of sleeping melatonin pills
Don't work
Might as well go to the doctor and
Ask her for a prescription pill
Older, I'm older

Tapping on this glass window
I'm breaking every single rule
That I was supposed to follow
Three silent voices break me out
Of my sanity
They know my sorrow

Hmm.
One step, two step, three step, four
I'm wondering what this door is for
We're breaking out of our own world
Just let me out, I'm gonna hurl
Voices are making me
Mix reality, fantasy
Is my mental stability
One more problem to honesty?

Time
An illusion my
Mind came up with to preside
Inside
This religion my loved ones came up with
To not die

The key was kicked inside the locked door
Now we can't go in there anymore
I'm here falling apart, into pieces
Wondering if anyone else ever feels this
Tryna convince my brain it's a lie
That I actually don't really wanna die
But it's actually getting tiring to think of
Next morning

One step, two step, three step, four
I'm wondering what this door is for
We're breaking out of our own world
Just let me out, I'm gonna hurl
Voices are making me
Mix reality, fantasy
Is my mental stability
One more problem to honesty?

You take everything we say
And make it seem like we're two-faced
But all you're doing is making our thoughts a reality
I know that I'm not okay
But it's not like I'm gonna tell anyway
My brain is a maze of suicidal thoughts
In cruel slots

Four step, three step, two step, one
I'm waiting 'til the sun is
We can all just watch and learn
As the world collapses in and burns
Dissipating all degrading
Thoughts while I'm disintegrating
No thoughts, head empty is a way
To die without feeling a thing