Blind

You can see death when you look into my eyes
I like to roll with the dice
And I'm addicted to fear
These crosses on my ceiling gave me advice
Oh, you should go pay your price
And grab that bullet and reload

I never thought that I could lose my control
I've never been so below
This depression is surreal
If only you could see how black is the soul
Think I was destined to fall
I got the scars from a needle

I'm not the holy
Can't you just delete all my past?
Life is so mean
I need that pad right on my back
Overloading
I carry more than I can bear
Kill me slowly
And tie the rope around my neck

This is the end of life
Why no one's listening?
Don't want to fight
I put my needle in
I start to cry
And no one gives a shit
You take that part of me
You take that part of me

I'll take the blame
Take the blame
Take the blame
Take the blame

I'm not the holy
Can't you just delete all my past?
Life is so mean
I need that pad right on my back
Overloading
I carry more than I can bear
Kill me slowly
And tie the rope around my neck

I think I know the answer
I think my life should cancel
I'm falling
How could I've been so blind
That I thought you could save me?
How could you be so cruel?
Can you please fucking leave me?