Clueless

The air just seems a little mustier tonight and
Coincidentally you leave for Brunei
For some army camp thing
And you're boarding the plane
I just finished watching clueless with my momma and I
Felt the need to tell you the whole plot
But decided against it
I won't do things that I shouldn't
In one hand, I hold my torch
And your map in another
Thinking if you ever stopped in your tracks to wonder
If you had never fallen for her
And you had known me first
Would heaven change our plans?
Though I could never have you
I only think about you
In the middle of the night
And so when you asked "Are you fine?"
I just had to lie
'Cause I couldn't reply
When you make me happy
I get too delusional
You see me as a sister while
I wish you knew better but you
Are absolutely clueless
I'm like a sleuth
Psychoanalysing each of the words you phrase
Decoding all your hidden messages page by page
I'm working harder than I ever have
It's just too bad
There are no traces of love
Just some worn band-aids
You threw them right onto me
Right onto my heartache
All your leads just pointed me astray
Though I could never have you
I only think about you
In the middle of the night
And so when you asked "are you fine?"
I just had to lie
'Cause I couldn't reply
When you make me happy
I get too delusional
You see me as a sister while
I wish you knew better but you
Are absolutely clueless
I just can't comprehend
Why you text me good night
Did you and your lover fight over something trivial?
Yeah you humour me
'Cause you cry to me
When things aren't going right
Guess you sharpened the sword
That you place by your bed
Aiming to attack your second victim
Oh you've tracked me down and knocked me out
Clueless
This ain't harmless
It's so fruitless
Are you clueless?
Clueless?
Clueless?
Oh no