Love Me Again

You changed your profile picture
It had never changed in so many years
I know she took it for you
On vacation at the last place we went to
How cruel
And you got matching tattoos
Just like we did back at Sunway Lagoon
It was 6 months ago
But I remember it like it was yesterday
How could you move on this soon?

I know I was the one who said goodbye to you
You loved me more so I thought you'd continue to miss me, want me, never forget me
But you're probably kissing her now

But darling I
How could I ever put us down?
I'm only realizing now
If I could turn it around
I would've never allowed for you to ever leave this town
I hope she makes you happier
Do everything we did with her
But if I said, "I still love you"
Would you take it?
Would you love me again right now?

I hope you're thinking of me
On Valentine's and on New Year's Eve
I never spent it with you
We never went on a date on the 14th
And now you will
I wake up crying to dreams
Me and you back to how it should be
But you leave the next day
And I'm not okay
What do you mean I have to send you back to her again?

I know I made you cry and broke your heart in two
But what if I change and only continue to miss you, want you, never forget you
But you're probably kissing her now

But darling I
How could I ever put us down?
I'm only realizing now
If I could turn it around
I would've never allowed for you to ever leave this town
I hope she makes you happier
Do everything we did with her
But if I said "I still love you"
Would you take it?
But you won't even look at me again

You've deserted me fully
This is how it should be
Erase channel purple for life
I'm crumbling, spiraling
I'm watching you quietly
Playing all that songs that aren't mine
And come to terms you won't miss me, want me, never forget me
'Cause you're probably holding her now
Hope you're happy, eventually
I'll stop feeling sorry
I know well that I don't matter now
I don't matter now