Stalker Love Song

I'm looking in your window, peep the time, it's 3:33 a.m.
You're sleeping with your eyes closed, so no, you cannot see
And even if you did, you'd only see a lamb
I'm sitting in ya tree drinkin' Jack, wiping tears off of my hand
I wish I wasn't awkward, I'd look you in the face
Tell you how I really feel, instead I'm nobody durin' day
At night, I'm your lover, you just do not know it
But one night, I'll break into your room to really, really show it

I don't wanna see you leave
Why won't you be with me?
I'm starting to leak insanity, insanity
Don't look at me, I'm so ashamed
Why can't you see?

Why the fuck can't I be normal? I'm sick and fuckin' tired of it
I want to fuckin' feel love, I want this side of it
Not one-sided, I want your fuckin' touch
I'm tryna have you cuddled up, horror movies, and you blush
But instead, your corpse is lifeless, and I'm sitting in your lawn
Got my alchy in my hand, and a pen to write this song
Got no other words other than, "I fucked up"
It's the luck of lamb, at this point, I can't give a fuck

I don't wanna see you leave
Why won't you be with me?
I'm starting to leak insanity, insanity
Don't look at me, I'm so ashamed
Why can't you see?