Alive

Lean into me
We love the pain
I try my hardest
To run away
It's killing me
But I know I'll stay
Cause if I'm honest
We'll never change

Don't call me when you feel lonely
You know I'll be there in a heartbeat
Don't say you love me
When you know you really don't want me
Cause you live for the high
And I try to survive
But I don't wanna die
Keeping us alive

Don't tell me that you're lonely
Cause you know I'll come in a heartbeat
Don't say you love me
When you only love me then leave me

You live for the high
And I try to survive
But I don't wanna die
Keeping us alive

Was I good enough
Good enough for you?
I'm all messed up
Trying to heal these wounds
It's killing me
Because I wanna change
But if I'm honest
I'm still the same

Don't call me when you feel lonely
You know I'll be there in a heartbeat
Don't say you love Me
When you know you really don't want me
Cause you live for the high,
And I try to survive
But I don't wanna to die
Keeping us alive

Don't tell me that you're lonely
Cause you know I'll come in a heartbeat
Don't say you love me
When you only love me then leave me

You live for the high
And I try to survive
But I don't wanna die
Keeping us alive