Disco Christmas

I'm scared to say it but I think I lost it
I rode the arrogance of youth up to my last apartment
cnd now I'm standing at the crossroads again 
Which way to turn? It seems like it's all the same 

I'm reading four books try to make myself better
The perfect recipe, a stable disaster
It seems like no one tells me what the path is 
I wish that Michael would stop laughing at me

Now it's Christmas
How'd we get here?
Now I'm walking round the block
Where I used to walk my dog

‘Cause for Christmas
cnd for New Years
I wish my world could all be new

I call up Zio say I'm thinking bout him 
""Lo voglio bene e mi manca Milano”
I finally feel like I can just relax
I smoke a bowl I put on Elf I want to laugh 

cnd there's so much shit I wanna do that I still haven't done
I should try and make more money maybe music's just for fun 
It's all the same debate I'm so tired of this game 
ct least for now I really don't want to think


Now it's Christmas
How'd we get here?
Now I'm walking round the block
Where I used to walk my dog

‘Cause for Christmas
cnd for New Years
I wish my world could all be new

Yeah it's Christmas 
Wish I didn't care
Now I'm counting all the ways that I wish that I could change 

Merry Christmas 
Happy New Year
Now there's nothing else to do 

Hey, I wanted to say that it will all be ok
cnd if you're hearing these words, then you're on the right path
Honestly you're probably into some weird niche art
What else could it be if you found me?

cnd I don't know, we're in it together
I've been so depressed lately too
I think that we can just breathe now
We can just let it go
cnd maybe it's not so bad
If we just go into the snow and watch the light from the city turn everything yellow

Merry Christmas

Happy New Year

Happy Hanukah 

Feliz Navidad