Can'T Tell

I can't tell what I'm thinking
And I don't wanna tell what it is
This weight on my mind
Haunts me every hour
It's love that I'm certain
But is it really love for my better half
But you're so sweet

It hurts so much to say
I'm not sure if we should stay this way
It's our first love
But I don't know if it should be our last
Am I the bitch for holding you close
When deep really inside I really know
My heart is breaking
And I don't want yours to

Our bridge started burning
Long before this melody formed
Loud thoughts in my head
Gathered dust instead
You're kind and you're perfect
But someone else's soul might make you feel more whole
We start to bleed

It hurts so much to say
I'm not sure if we should stay this way
It's our first love
But I don't know if it should be our last
Am I the bitch for holding you close
When deep really inside I really know
My heart is breaking
And I don't wanna feel what I'm feeling
My heart is breaking
And I don't want yours to

I know
That love is never simple, and it's true
This never was for shits and giggles
We untangle and angle our minds
But it can never help to mantle
The problems we can't leave behind