Pain From The Inside

Intro
Keep it real mummy 
I know how you feel mummy 
You real mummy 
I know how you feel mummy 


Young nigga with a yo-yo 
Never thought I sell coco 
mum dun your best your raised ur on your solo 

6 times I done  the calendar 
pups should of patterned us 
Gambling my life but  I ain't bent been a gambler 
Mummy try hide the pain but  I can feel  it 
And I can see  it  
I Found the streets I got deep in 


Watching crack cook 
Trapping and I'm  banging in a mad hood 
I Didnt no where  my dad was 
Tough love 
Coming  up was fucked up 
Mum took us Grannys and they judged us 
40 for the any 
serving in the alleys 
We the Black sheep of the family 
we was resilient 
Doing Deals for  half a million 
2 rap about my life and how im living it 
They say my music depressing 
I rap about oppression 
Growing up I I watched domestics 
Violence 
Been arrested by trident 
I Caught cases  and stayed silent 
wouldn't talk if they paid me 
Ima different gravy 
I got it off the rock like jay z
White and Bobby 
 Hand tings , hella dottys
But I got Murder inc like irv Gotti 
Member when there Wernt no options 
Now My Dior t terry cotton  
I Really came from the bottom 


I Should of done it different 
How am I Banging and I'm going prison  my family came here for a better living 

Get you wacked  of a hand gesture 
Locked up like Mandela 
Chain on I feel like I'm letting down my ancestors 


I'm sorry 
Stunting  for chicks they don't love me 
Committed  sins living comfy 
Had shoot outs sent niggas country I 
, done devil work for this money 
I Prayed with lifers 
I know God loves a trier 
Allah save me from the hell fire 
My moneys dirty by hearts clean
Gotta nigga that will blast for me 
If I don't make it Janna ask for me