Sachis Goodbye

I'm sorry
Let me clear my throat
You hear that

When you need somebody, hope I pop up in your mind first
Nigga you lookin' for somebody, well, I hope that you find her
But I hope I find mine first
Maybe it'd be better if I tried first
Maybe it'd be better if I lied first

Tellin' me that time works, then why the fuck does this shit hurt so
Does this shit hurt so much, so
Maybe it'd be better if I tried first
When you need somebody, hope I'll pop up in your-

I promise I'm going to find you again
No matter what, and fall in love with you again
Mine first, she was mine first
Never mind, thinkin' only make it worse

Takes time, but she took mine first
Now I'm up, got me questionin' my worth (no matter what)
In the end, I can say that it was worth, it won't say again
And now I'm constantly workin' at 8 a.m. instead of wakin' up to her

I remind myself I gotta get, that's for certain, it's up to me (no matter what)
I'ma work until my people live comfortably
Then maybe love will come to me
I promise I'm going to find you again

I guess we gon' have to see
I wanna go on trips that you mentioned alone
I wonder if your man see my success inside your phone
I wonder if you wonder if I'm ever comin' home

That shit wasn't home, I'ma leave you there alone
Home alone
I'm sorry