Comfortably Isolated

Feels like I might never get comfortable
so i hide away in my room, I’ll contemplate all the ways I will avoid all of you
I feel my body and my soul are losing it
don’t you tell me things are okay
I’ve been so stuck inside my pretty little feelings
I can’t get out of my own head
(Please not again) (yaaahhh)
I don’t wanna be like them, I’m happy as I am, comfortably isolated 
I don’t wanna go outside, an introvert for life
but people keep on pulling me outside
Maybe I’m not that interesting
maybe the world should move on without me
I’ll cry alone in my room, I’ll masturbate to the thought of being someone new ( as long as it’s not me, heheh)
I feel my body and my soul are losing it
don’t you tell me things are okay
I’ve been so stuck inside my pretty little feelings
I can’t get out of my own head
(Not again, UGH)
I don’t wanna be like them, I’m happy as I am, comfortably isolated 
I don’t wanna go outside, an introvert for life
but people keep on pulling me outside
Please just let me have my peace
House on fire and I still don’t wanna leave
Smoke is blinding me but I still don’t wanna leave
and I can’t seem to breathe but i
ain’t losing sleep so im 
(Hey kalie, we love you, Dark Mattttter, heheh)
(Hey it’s your dad…ok, love ya bye)
I don’t wanna be like them, I’m happy as I am, comfortably isolated 
I don’t wanna go outside, an introvert for life
but people keep on pulling me outside
Please just let me have my peace
House on fire and I still don’t wanna leave
Smoke is blinding me but I still don’t wanna leave
and I can’t seem to breathe but i
ain’t losing sleep
so I’m 
comfortably 
numb right here