Cope

I feel like I've drown in the ocean
Lately every day the same
I just try to go through the motions
I can only get sleep when it rains
I try to be out in the open
By wearing my heart on my sleeve
I try to reveal the emotion
But it's getting harder to breathe

I had to be honest with me
That I couldn't give what you wanted of me
I saw in a dream that I would have it all
But this shit isn't all that I thought it would be
Remember the way that we'd dance?
Remember the wine we'd drink in the autumn?
I used to think we had a chance
But now I just sink to the bottom

Pick me up
Hit the plug
Get the drugs
Line of coke
In a rush
Sin and lust
Give it up
Or die alone
Stay above
Pull the plug
Quit the drugs
Try to cope
Fell in love
Still in love
Was it love?
I don't know

I feel like I've drown in the ocean
Lately every day the same
I just try to go through the motions
I can only get sleep when it rains
I try to be out in the open
By wearing my heart on my sleeve
I try to reveal the emotion
But it's getting harder to breathe