I'M Scared

I hate talking about getting older
Kinda scares me just waitin' it out
And I wish, wish that my brother lived closer
Cuz it feels more like home in his house

It's hot here, in Southern California
It might be winter but I couldn't tell
I'm confused, cause I don't know when to start over
I'm a hostage, to everything I've ever felt

Hmm, hm

I tried but I never got closure
From the people who let me down
And I don't care, if it takes hell freezing over
Cuz I'm stubborn, I won't give up that ground

I'm sad and what if it's making me weaker?
Rebuilding this castle out of sand
It hurts watching it slip through my fingers
And I forget that it's out of my hands

I'm scared that I'm somebody I've outgrown
I'm scared I'm not enough
I'm scared I'm not enough
I'm scared I'm not

I'm scared I need somebody to feel whole
I'm scared I'm not enough
I'm scared I'm not enough
I'm scared

I'm scared that I'm somebody I've outgrown
I'm scared I'm not enough
I'm scared I'm not enough
I'm scared I'm not

I'm scared I need somebody to feel whole
I'm scared I'm not enough
I'm scared I'm not enough

I'm scared
I'm scared the world's gonna go on without me
I'm scared, but maybe that's how it should be

Hmm hmm