Narcissist

Heard you been talking 'bout me again
Words break bones, know you tore me to shreds
Hurt when I'm alone, I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I'm alone, know I just wanted to spend
A fucking second with you
Without just playing pretend
A fucking second with you
Where I'm not stuck in my head, again I fall into this hole
I hate this shit but it's all that I know
Heard you been talking 'bout me again
Words break bones, know you tore me to shreds
Hurt when I'm alone, I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I'm alone, know I just wanted to spend
Another day with you, I don't care what it takes
Know I would fuck up my life throw it all away
Just if I could see you today
I still know it wouldn't change a thing
While you're walking over me
Bitch I know you won't get over me
I been holding on for life
I been holding onto lies
I don't think I'm gonna make it out this time
Cigarettes are cheaper when you're blacked out drunk
Passed out on the floor, in your bed I'm waking up, like what the fuck?
Seems like this happens all the time
But it's not my fault no it's not mine
It's not mine, swear you did me wrong all the time
No, it was never mine, you were never mine
Heard you been talking 'bout me again
Words break bones, know you tore me to shreds
Hurt when I'm alone, I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I'm alone, know I just wanted to spend
Heard you been talking 'bout me again
Words break bones, know you tore me to shreds
Hurt when I'm alone, I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I'm alone, know I just wanted to spend another second with you