Wide Awake

You don't even know the real me
I feel like I'm hopeless clearly
Nobody around to heal me
From everything inside you always left me out

I'm in it for the last time
All I had was nothing how it got so cold
And every time I wished I felt the light die

You don't understand what's going on
How can you expect me to stand up now
Everything I feel's what it is right now
Losing my control til its over how

Why you calling out my name
When you forgot you left away
You keep on going down this lane
I feel I'm pulling all the weight

I was wide awake when it all came falling into place
And I had this overwhelming feeling
That I had to run til I escape

You don't even know the real me
I feel like I'm hopeless clearly
Nobody around to heal me
From everything inside you always left me out

Who was there for me when I missed you most
Had your head on my shoulder
But I can't control what I'm going through
I keep on falling right down

Why you calling out my name
When you forgot you left away
You keep on going down this lane
I feel I'm pulling all the weight

I was wide awake when it all came falling into place
And I had this overwhelming feeling
That I had to run til I escape