One Winged Airplane

Even though I keep on fallin', I just pick myself back up
I just keep puttin' my all in, even though it's not enough
I've lost so much already, so what? I'm not afraid to show up
Even though I keep on fallin'

It's just me and myself and these 88 keys
All confused and alone 'cause my ADHD
Makes me ghost people like I don't wanna help
It's difficult enough to keep a promise to myself
I done used every trick and every tool that's in the book
I done bit every hand, I done ruined every look
If it was you, you would've quit, if it was you, you would be shook
Lucky me, I can't remember how stupid that I look

See, my train of thought is more like a airplane
Spinnin' in a circle 'cause it only has one wing
I wish you were missed
But if you're not in front of me, I forget you exist

Even though I keep on fallin', I just pick myself back up
I just keep puttin' my all in, even though it's not enough
I've lost so much already, so what? I'm not afraid to show up
Even though I keep on fallin'

It's just me and my own distorted mind frame
All enraged and distressed 'cause my borderline brain
Makes me hate people like I just wanna fight
But, really, I'm afraid there's nothing certain in my life
I convinced everyone that there's no one that I need
But, really, I'm preparing for the moment that they leave
So I tell 'em they should go, leave me 'lone and let me be
Say I want space when it's closeness I need

See, my train of thought is more like a airplane
Spinnin' in a circle 'cause it only has one wing
I wish you were missed
But if you're not in front of me, I forget you exist

Even though I keep on fallin', I just pick myself back up
I just keep puttin' my all in, even though it's not enough
I've lost so much already, so what? I'm not afraid to show up
Even though I keep on fallin'

I'm my one winged airplane
I'm my one winged airplane
I'm my one winged airplane