Camouflage

My eyes open like the bedroom window
Half way, unsafe, it's cold, and I'm tired today
You smile, oh, but I'm looking through you
So patient, how do you stay transparent
When I'm opaque
How do you stay

I'm never home inside my room, no, no
Tell me why I fight to stay alone
I wanna know you see right through my
Camo, camo, camo, camouflage

And I like it this way
Dragging out the lonely
Am I faking, when I push away?
I'm too old not to see what I'm missing, slipping, slipping

I'm never home inside my room, no, no
Tell me why I fight to stay alone
I wanna know you see right through my
Camo, camo, camo, camouflage

I should say something
To keep the door open
It isn't hopeless, but I'm losing time
And I'm using up your kindness
I don't like this slow fade
It hurts to be half way
Like I'm stuck behind the frame
And I don't wanna hide, no, no
No, I don't wanna hide

Ooh, I'm never home inside my room, no, no
(Haunted by the silence and the hope)
Tell me why I fight to stay alone
(Even though you're never giving up)
I wanna know you see right through my
Camo, camo, camo, camouflage