A Different Start

Green grass, five minute drives
See the same faces a thousand times
And I thought I knew it best
And I sang it loud with all my chest

And I told you you were wrong
It could've been me all along
And now I wonder where you've gone
And if you're hearin' me sing this song

Am I the one who's right
Or have I just lived in the same old town my whole life?
How long have I missed?
I wonder who and how and where and why and what it is

Mm
Mm

20 years and I've slowly died
Looking for a bit of peace of mind
'Cause my dreams are so far gone
They didn't stick around very long

I need a different start
'Cause when I wake at night I sit and wonder who we are
Was I ever right
Or did I look up to a ghost that I could never find?

Said you read through it all
Turns out I've just been a hypocrite all along
Won't catch nobody when they fall
I'll just tell them to get on their knees, beg, and crawl

Mm, mm
Mm, hm, hm-mm
Mm, mm
Mm, hm, hm-mm

Don't know how much I've cried
Thinkin' 'bout where we go when we die
I don't look for it anymore
I know that I don't know for sure