Dissatisfied

I woke up couldn't look at myself
See the pain in the mirror cause I know
Cause I know it too well
Feels like I've been going through hell
And I get so overwhelmed
I guess that it's no surprise
I'm seeing stuff on the internet bringing the attention to my lips and thighs
Everything I do is getting criticised
And I hate myself sometimes
Lost who I am a hundred thousand times
I think I would but I can't
Change up my design
Because I'm looking in the mirror
Wishing I could be her
Die a little more inside
Oh why why
Am I so dissatisfied?
Hurts a little more
Every time I cry
Oh and I'm just so bored
Of lying saying I'm fine
Because I'm looking in the mirror
Wishing I could be her
Wanna be redesigned
Oh why why
Am I so dissatisfied?
I'm so good at comparison
Find flaws in an image
Every tiny little thing that I think looks wrong
And I take it out on everyone
Why can't I just move on?
Lost who I am a hundred thousand times
I think I would but I can't
Change up my design
Because I'm looking in the mirror
Wishing I could be her
Die a little more inside
Oh why why
Am I so dissatisfied?
Hurts a little more
Every time I cry
Oh and I'm just so bored
Of lying saying I'm fine
Because I'm looking in the mirror
Wishing I could be her
Wanna be redesigned
Oh why why
Am I so dissatisfied?