I Wanna Leave

I'm going crazy and niggas tellin' me to rap
I don't think that you hear me, I'm try-

I'm sorry my dog, I'm not okay, I can't pretend
I don't do drugs for fun, I take these pills 'cause demons in my head
Tell me that she love me, she don't know it's a demon in her bed
Savage run a nigga down and shoot his soul up out his head
Mom, I'm sorry, I know the life I chose to live must have you stressed
But anywhere I go I got my extra clips, it's more than ten
That's my Melly, that's my Griffin, that's my Captain 'cause they step
I think you know how this shit go, if you don't ride, then hold the bench

Hey yo Birdman, I hear niggas talking but they do not play they trench
Don't know why they hold their arm, go check reports we hit a-
But I could talk about some different shit
Talk 'bout how I dropped a basic one and got a better bitch
Talk 'bout how I do not even try and they can't match the drip
Talk 'bout how I barely even try and I'm still makin' hits
Think she said her name Ariah, I want her to have my kids
But I don't know 'cause I still feel like Nae might be a better fit
I know you don't love me, you just with me for the benefit
You ain't really care 'bout how I feel, just want me 'cause I'm lit
Tried to take a snap inside my wheels, I almost slapped a bitch
Had to take a trip up on these sides watch brodie slap the fifth
Yo listen, I fell in love with shooting people
My lil' white girl say I'm evil and it's true so I can't fend it
Someone told me that the devil is inside of me, they meant it
My lil' brodie will never be the same, was with me when I drenched him
Niggas can't come to my block, them youngins will show you the exit
I still got love for the steppers, drop a bag on every member
We just bought a car, it's August, spin that bitch until September
I watched niggas vomit, couldn't keep that trauma in the system
My brodie so lava, he try pop off on like every dinger
Please, don't get it twisted, I am not a rapper or a singer, I'm evil
I'm sorry mama, I don't got no heart
I ain't been the same since I done watched a brain turn to art

I'm sorry my dog, I'm not okay, I can't pretend
I don't do drugs for fun, I take these pills 'cause demons in my head
Tell me that she love me, she don't know it's a demon in her bed
Savage run a nigga down and shoot his soul up out his head
Mom, I'm sorry, I know the life I chose to live must have you stressed
But anywhere I go I got my extra clips, it's more than ten
That's my Melly, that's my Griffin, that's my Captain 'cause they step
I think you know how this shit go, if you don't ride, then hold the bench
(You don't ride then hold the bench)
(I think you know how this shit go, if you don't ride, then hold the bench)