My Life (Feat. Geto Boys)

I'm too deep to quit, too street to fold
You don't need to split, nigga G's the code
Cuz this here's for keeps, homie speak to nobody
Bout what we talk about, you weak, you roll
The game is overcrowded so we fight for space
Neighborhood short of hustle, still we grind away
Tryna find a way, to come up on two pounds of yay
Double up it, and never have to touch it
A lotta niggas focused on they candy paint
Diamonds in the grill, steering wheel's a grain
But I ain't trippin out here flippin, I just need to think
Money many on a mission, tryna seek me bank
Plottin homicides to get it, fuck it, peepin 'em hard
Killin all these pussy niggas think they keepin 'em God
Pistol cocked on the block and all I'm fearin is death
But then again, nigga broke dawg, you feelin me yet?
So if I die, I'm tryna get it mama, bury me deep
And pray to God that he kept a spot in Heaven for me
Sad as fuck, but a nigga stuck down in the rut
Best friend back in prison, found a rock in his truck
He a smoker, tryna hide it but was played by the rules
And if you live like a dope fiend, you do what they do
I'm on my own in this cold dark world
All alone in the ghetto, dippin weed squares, jammin Melo
Watery eyed, you either do or you die
Cry me a flood, write it in blood, cuz this is your life

I roll alone, no foes or friends
I'm on my own, no hoes, no ends
I really tried but I tried in vain
I feel the hurt that I can't explain
I've been around and I know a thing or two
Seen first hand on how the game can do
Win or lose, keep a poker face
Real nigga blues so you hold your ace
You ball or fall, no in-betweens
You sow your seeds, don't you blow your cream
Don't you lose your dreams
This is my life, this is my life

Just got word my uncle done died
But ain't no tears on my face cuz I done already cried
I been here before, death to me is not new
My heart's heavy, mama gone, pops too
I try my best to give my burdens to the Lord
But sometimes this shit be fuckin with me hard
And I'm heartless, I'm that kid again lookin out my window
Watchin niggas get murdered in Collinsworth Apartments
Stomach growlin, drinkin water just to get through the night
Goin to school on an empty stomach, gettin into fights
Pressure bust pipes and I was bustin like a sumbitch
The smallest nigga on the block lettin them guns click
A convict before 11, walkin through timber trails
Searchin for Heaven and livin in Hell
You say I'm wrong but to each his own, fuck what you believe in
Came here by myself and that's the way I'm leavin
This is my life

I roll alone, no foes or friends
I'm on my own, no hoes, no ends
I really tried but I tried in vain
I feel the hurt that I can't explain
I've been around and I know a thing or two
Seen first hand on how the game can do
Win or lose, keep a poker face
Real nigga blues so you hold your ace
You ball or fall, no in-betweens
You sow your seeds, don't you blow your cream
Don't you lose your dreams
This is my life, this is my life

I only got one eye, but I see things ever so clear
Been acquainted with death but I never known fear
I still roll through spots cats scared to go near
If it's a Heaven for a G then I'm prepared to go there
I live for today and not promised tomorrow
Smoke weed and sip lean and try to drown my sorrows
In this game of life it ain't no rules to follow
And the fact I'm alive, for them, is a hard pill to swallow
I'm still the smallest cat with the biggest rep in H-Town
The stress in my life is gettin harder to take now
Havin visions of cats poor up here at my wake now
Feels like I'm 'bout to have a nervous breakdown
It takes a big man to shed his pride
Tryna get my soul right and put the bread aside
Y'all niggas too scared to ride
And God, if I'm still alive, then why I feel so dead inside?
This is my life

I roll alone, no foes or friends
I'm on my own, no hoes, no ends
I really tried but I tried in vain
I feel the hurt that I can't explain
I've been around and I know a thing or two
Seen first hand on how the game can do
Win or lose, keep a poker face
Real nigga blues so you hold your ace
You ball or fall, no in-betweens
You sow your seeds, don't you blow your cream
Don't you lose your dreams
This is my life, this is my life