Aftermath

And all I wanted to be was the friend you needed
Just as much as I needed you
Can't you see

I found a hole in my heart
And it's growing each day
Some days I ignore it
And others it gives me pain
But I keep it safe
It means people look out for me
But it makes me cry
And feel so numb inside
Gotta fill it with things to get by
Gotta fill it with things to get by

For the longest ever time
I've been thinking that I'm so fine
I can cope with shit
Cause it's me I'm alright, yeah
But now there's just no hiding
I don't care if it's selfish
I don't care if you're hurting
Look at me now I'm hurting
I just feel like a burden
And I can't hear my own voice
Can't open my door
Without my brain straight up yelling that I'm useless
And that I don't deserve friends
These friends that would do anything to help me 'round the bends
But where's the fun gone
I don't see her anymore
She left the chat before summer
Now I'm lonely and crying on the floor

I found a hole in my heart
And it's growing each day
Some days I ignore it
And others it gives me pain
But I keep it safe
It means people look out for me
But it makes me cry
And feel so numb inside
Gotta fill it with things to get by
Gotta fill it with things to get by

I found a hole in my heart
And it's growing each day
Some days I ignore it
And others it gives me pain
But I keep it safe
It means people look out for me
But it makes me cry
And feel so numb inside
Gotta fill it with things to get by
Fill it with all these things