A Dull Life

In twenty days, I've seen the seasons change twice, you are
Ever present in every golden light
I'd rather hold my breath than bite my tongue
I haven't eaten, nothing ever sounds nice, fill our
Every cabinet with fruitless advice
I'd rather starve to death than cook for one
It's been months now, can I let the faucet run
Let the house flood, I'm drowning out everyone
It's been so long, I'm not who I used to be
I can't move on, you still feel like home to me
A little chatter really fills up the room
I picked a nice dress doused in your favorite perfume and
Everybody came to see you
And every one of them said they knew
What it's like, this awful feeling
A hundred lies won't spark the healing
I hope they feel bad
I hope they know that
I hope they choke on their grief and die in their sleep
It's been months now, can I let the faucet run
Let the house flood, I'm drowning out everyone
It's been so long, I'm not who I used to be
I can't move on, you still feel like home to me
A sharp pain
Now a dull life
I'll be early
For my late wife
I'll wade to you
Just wait for me
The water's nearly
Shoulder-deep
It's been months now, can I let the faucet run
Let the house flood, I'm drowning out everyone
It's been so long, I'm not who I used to be
I can't move on, you still feel like home to me
It's been months now, can I let the faucet run
Let the house flood, I'm drowning out everyone
I'll be fine when I'm trapped and my air depletes
Just come find me, I'm wrapped in your tulip sheets
Fix you
Make you better