Despair

Pull me out of this hell

Sitting withering away 
In my self pity I decay
What I would give just for new life to live
As I suffer you still
Watch me as I beg for hope
I can't see the light
Open up my eyes

The walls are closing in
Echoes of despair I slowly drown within
Screaming a silent cry
This melody of sadness that I sing is goodbye

Watch me as I waste away from this place
Oh god I'm sinking into my bitter end
With no will to go on another day
I self medicate to erase this pain

The walls are closing in
Echoes of despair I slowly drown within
Screaming a silent cry
This melody of sadness that I sing is goodbye

Watch me as I waste away from this place
Someone, anyone help me I'm drowning in the earth

If only I could find myself again
There's not much time left for me
fucking around with this pain called my life 

I'm broken down from the the way that I feel
I've got to make a change 
Or this pain is all over nothing 

They say time heals everything
but I've given up on watching the clock
It's ticking down slower and slower"