Apophenia

and I awake to find we're losing sight of who we are
and its not like we're still inside your tired illusions
so I'll wait in these desperate hours of confusion

have I wandered too far away
am I lost inside a maze
the answers will be revealed and its only a matter of time
so I take the blame and play your game but never thought this was all
for a moment you try to control
I can't say how its taking the gun away from me

if I stay here and wait inside the silence
if I keep holding my breath
you think I'm drowning and
I already have

so I'll to to find another tide, another reason to finally
say it and now its only a matter of time
so I'll wait in these desperate hours of confusion
I can't say how its taking the gun away from me