I Start To Rust

Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is I'm
Not that great at all
I could take these welts but
They'll chop it off
And if it's always like this
What's the point in love?

I could do it all perfect
And they'd still need more
And I already quit once and
I won't hide no more
It's lonely in your head and I
Need the bottle to survive here
There's no fucking breaks
I chose this path and I'll die here
Oh, you miss my pain? Well, here's the pain
Now clap this shit feel the same as on
That bridge when I had snapped
Eat your fucking food, you better enjoy it
It cost souls i'm sitting in my room at
2AM just drunk and stoned
Of course we're all a bit fucked up
That's how it goes
But my job relies on being
Fucked up to go gold
The stress destroys me quickly but they
Love it so I stomach it
Abusing all this shit inside my body
I'm in love with it
I can't hold relationships 'cause my
Body doesn't work right
She touch me on my chest
Her hand went numb and she got frostbite
I been broken forever so you can
Treat me how you deem right
Vomit on my sweater
I'm throwing up because it feels nice
It's only right I give my
Wounds time to heal, yeah, yeah
I thought 150mg of Zoloft pills might help
I was wrong, I was cursed from my birth
I swear this ain't shit to fix with
Cigarettes and dyeing hair
I been out my mind since I
Got back on my meds
I can't even fuck or feel emotions in my head
I feel so alone inside this
Home that I had built
This shit been my life every day
And it don't feel real

Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is I'm
Not that great at all
And I could take these welts
But they'll chop it off
And if it's always like this
What's the point in love?
Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is I'm
Not that great at all
And I could take these welts
But they'll chop it off
And if it's always like this
What's the point in love?