Its Inevitable

If you die, I swear I'll kill you, bang
Sorry Keiko, I gotta let you down
I'm sure you can be happy without me
(Weather warnings fill up my phone)
Even if it's just, just with someone else (I pray she had made it home safe)
(I choose to walk slower in this heavy rain)

I made a pact with the devil
He told me I'm destined for damage
Most of my scars in my mental
I told him I think I could manage
He never prefaced the heartbreak
Right in this moment, my heart aches
I try to think 'bout the words to say
But out of my mouth comes toxic waste

Poison, up in her nose its bumps of ayo
She gon' keep going 'til she wear a halo
I'm out of papers, I hit the volcano
I spin my corona and drink a tornado
She said, "Coddle me, baby
Maybe this world was a failure in making"
7 p.m. in Hawaii, I'm distant
I read the text, but I told her I missed it

Last night at last call, it felt like a century
And I hope that you know exactly what that meant to me
I pray we cross paths again in life eventually
And I hope that you know exactly what you meant to me
Walks home in streetlights in August weather haunting me
I look up at satellites inside this field in Barrie
I star watch, bus routes, and late nights you act to captivate me
Our goodbyes in porch lights still have me daydreaming

Who's bed are you in this evening?
And if yours, you should come join me then
We cut ties, but we're still not bleeding
In the next life, I will love and mean it
Forest on my walls, I have moss on my eyelids
I can't help but smile when I burn down my environment

I made a pact with the devil
He told me I'm destined for damage
Most of my scars in my mental
I told him I think I could manage
He never prefaced the heartbreak
Right in this moment my heart aches
I try to think 'bout the words to say
But out of my mouth comes toxic waste

Fuck!