Sanfran Nites

I don't wanna be 20-something
And still in my head about
17 in my bedroom talking
You said that by now we'd
I don't wanna come off too strongly (Paint the walls of our shared apartment)
I been in my head about (You're still everything I want and)
How we could've still wrote the story (I think we could work it out)
But now this shit's dead and I (So what are you doing now?)

Life changed when I'd written all these notebook scraps
Even if I wanted I could not go back
On the road doing nights in this Chevrolet van
It's the 10th time I been thinking 'bout the talks we had
If I blow up baby don't get erased from the blast
Whеn you blow up fake friends come back from thе past
I don't make up with the people that had held me back
I was laid up in the ER way, way down bad

Yeah okay, maybe it was just the hand I was dealt
When you with me I feel a way I think I'd never felt
The Kush I breathe got the eyes upon my face on melt
If you need me you could find me on the astroid belt
Ice in my veins turn my body to a freezer
If you laid back, not going out then me neither
She flirt a lot at first then ghost me, she a teaser
Pay to play shit, if you rich you could lease her
I don't wanna come off too strongly (No, no)
I been in my head about (Yuh)
How we could've still wrote this story
But now this shit's dead and I (Okay)
Dug my grave and I'm laying in it right now
This cookie horse tranq, how it put me in a timeout
3 grams in the woods like I'm tryna' say timber
I was tryna' smoke away what I still remembered

But life changed when I'd written all these notebook scraps (I don't wanna be 20-something)
Even if I wanted I could not go back (And still in my head about)
On the road doing nights in this Chevrolet van (17 in my bedroom talking)
It's the 10th time I been thinking 'bout the talks we had (You said that by now we'd)
If I blow up baby don't get erased from the blast (Paint the walls of our shared apartment)
When you blow up fake friends come back from the past (You're still everything I want and)
I don't make up with the people that had held me back (I think we could work it out)
I was laid up in the ER way, way down bad (So what are you do-)

I don't wanna be 20-something
And still in my head about
17 in my bedroom talking
You said that by now we'd
Paint the walls of our shared apartment
You're still everything I want and
I think we could work it out
So what are you doing?