Happenstance

I'm waiting for the day
That I can finally walk away from all this bullshit
Sitting in my room
Practicing how to be cool, but I can't do it
I tried hard enough with my roommate
And she's mean for a nurse, but anyway

It wasn't enough and my life is weighing heavy on my chest

I feel so out of place
I'm just trying to erase myself whenever I get the chance
My need to evaporate and receive validation at the same time
Is just happenstance
Oh, it's happenstance

And yeah, I could scream out
Do something rash, make people look
But where would that leave me
Scared as a dog under covers where nobody can see
What's a girl gotta do to just not be me
To just not be me

It wasn't enough and my life is weighing heavy on my chest

I feel so out of place
I'm just trying to erase myself whenever I get the chance
My need to evaporate and receive validation at the same time
Is just happenstance
Oh, it's happenstance

I feel so out of place
I'm just trying to erase myself whenever I get the chance
My need to evaporate and receive validation at the same time
Is just happenstance
Oh, it's happenstance