Don'T Need Savin'

My mom tried to raise a lady
Daddy swore he'd always save me
I was dealt these broken graces
Good thing I don't need savin'

I got here on my own
I did this all alone
A someone nobody knows
A broken soul never felt too whole

A little girl in a fucked-up world
I never wore diamonds, never got no pearls
Only thing that I was given
Was a trauma from my mama
'Cause my daddy never showed up
So she tried to hide the problems, yeah

So I grew up with abandonment
'Cause I was made to be the rebel kid
Fighting demons that I've never met
Fixing problems that they won't admit (okay)

Now I'm all grown up, and I'm jaded, and I'm crazy, yeah
Got people thinking I'm a fucking psychopath
'Cause if I hear you run your lips, then I'ma knock your ass (ow)
Guess I can thank my mom and dad for all of that

My mom tried to raise a lady
Daddy swore he'd always save me
I was dealt these broken graces
Good thing I don't need savin'

I got here on my own
I did this all alone
A someone nobody knows
A broken soul never felt too whole

Never knew I could feel so jaded
Guess you can blame it on the trauma I was raised in
Mom and dad made it complicated
Made it feel like I was never worth savin'

It feels so pitiful when you're constantly ridiculed
Felt like I wasn't fixable, wanted to be invisible
Broke at home in middle school
Guidance counsellors and principles
No one knew I was miserable
I've been through the unthinkable

Somehow, I made it despite of the pain
Despite of the damage, I broke off the chains
Broke through the noise, let go of the shame
The devil tried to break me but failed in God's name

My mom tried to raise a lady
Daddy swore he'd always save me
I was dealt these broken graces
Good thing I don't need savin'

I got here on my own
I did this all alone
A someone nobody knows
A broken soul never felt too whole

Little girl, little girl
Tell 'em out to the world
Little girl, little girl
Show 'em how you've grown, girl

My mom tried to raise a lady
Daddy swore he'd always save me
I was dealt these broken graces
Good thing I don't need savin'

I got here on my own
I did this all alone
A someone nobody knows
A broken soul never felt too whole