I Just Feel Hate (2025)

I'd rather drown than speak another lie to you
It seems the feeling is not mutual
Anger fills my heart

Anger fills my heart and my veins
Clotting up my blood and blocking out the love that I once felt inside
I just feel hate
Oh fuck

I just want this pain to end
I just want this pain to end

I'd rather drown than speak another lie to you
It seems the feeling is not mutual
I'll be right here, I'll be right here waiting
And I'll never heal
Never heal these wounds

The damage is done
You can't be replaced

I've never felt so alone
Your absence snapped me in two
I can't, I wont let this end my success
My mind is numb, I can barely
I can barely remember your voice
Your death has stained my fucking skin
My fucking skin

I'd rather drown than speak another lie to you
It seems the feeling is not mutual
I'll be right here, I'll be right here waiting
And I'll never heal

I'll fly away, I'll find away to leave this fear behind
And start my life without your death bringing me down
I won't let your death bring me down
So loving, so loved
So loved