Disgusted

I can't look myself in the mirror
I'm disgusted with myself
I can't believe that this is what I have become, oh
Maybe it's not worth it
I know I can't be perfect
And maybe one day I'll forget you
I don't want to, but I need to

Remember singing lullabies
I knew it wouldn't last forever
I just can't look at the bright side
Ignore all the feelings that I fight
The first time, I knew you would come running back
This time, I know that you don't love me back
Love it when you tease me, hate it when you leave me
I know that you'll DM me when you see me on the TV

I can't look myself in the mirror
I'm disgusted with myself
I can't believe that this is what I have become, oh
Maybe it's not worth it
I know I can't be perfect
And maybe one day I'll forget you
I don't want to, but I need to

Why you tryna fuck with my mind?
I'm 'bout to fuck up a check
I just took a flight to Japan
While you were asleep in your bed
Foreign denim and the kicks are Dior
Paranoia when I walk out the door
I don't think that I can think anymore
Facedown, bleeding out on the floor
Maybe I just need to sleep in for another day
I think she love me 'cause she see that I got diamonds on my wrist now
2K for the fit now
You know I'll be right here no matter what happens

I can't look myself in the mirror
I'm disgusted with myself
I can't believe that this is what I have become, oh
Maybe it's not worth it
I know I can't be perfect
And maybe one day I'll forget you
I don't want to, but I need to

The first time, I knew you would come running back
This time, I know that you don't love me back
Love it when you tease me, hate it when you leave me
I know that you'll DM me when you see me on the TV