Jesus Called My Name
Zauntee
4:21I was just a boy with a heavy soul Too deep for the world, but they'll never know Every smile I wore was a quiet disguise Every tear I hid was a prayer in my eyes They said I was different, they pushed me aside But my heart was too tender, too full inside All the pain I carried was a weight I bore Till I fell on my knees, couldn't take no more I whispered soft into the sky so high "Hashem, can You hear my broken cry?" And in the silence I began to see The diamond inside, that's been buried in me I'm moving on, I'm breaking free No more chains, no past defining me Forgiveness flows, like rivers wide I love that child I used to hide I'm shining now, I'm not the same Turned my trauma into flame I forgive them, I forgive me Hashem showed me who I'm meant to be All the nights I thought I was lost and small Every shadow whispered I'd never stand tall But through prayer and the work, I've come alive That little boy inside, he still survives I'll protect his laughter, I'll heal his pain He's the reason sunshine comes after rain No more shame, I see the truth so clear I'm a diamond child, I was always here I'm moving on, I'm breaking free No more chains, no past defining me Forgiveness flows, like rivers wide I love that child I used to hide I'm shining now, I'm not the same Turned my trauma into flame I forgive them, I forgive me Hashem showed me who I'm meant to be Yeah, I was drowning in silence, nobody could see A boy with emotions too heavy to breathe Carried the weight of a world on my chest Searching for love in a world that rejects But Hashem took the pieces, built me brand new Said "Son, your heart's a gift, don't let it break you" Now I rise from the ashes, scars turn to gold Every wound is a story that needed to be told So I forgive the ones who never understood And I bless the pain, 'cause it turned me to good I embrace the child I thought I had lost A diamond was born, no matter the cost I'm moving on, I'm breaking free No more chains, no past defining me Forgiveness flows, like rivers wide I love that child I used to hide I'm shining now, I'm not the same Turned my trauma into flame I forgive them, I forgive me Hashem showed me who I'm meant to be