The Real Me

Yeah mhh
Got a lot of enemies who tryna take me out
Feel like I'm in a cage won't you let me out
I swear you would hear my cries if you hear me out
I been snaked by some niggas I would call family
Caught up in some shit no one tried to help me
I was in a cell momma had to bail me
I live in my head it ain't healthy
Lotta niggas I used to chill with can't chill with me
I swear somebody had to go it was him or me
Saw you was tryna bring me closer to kill me
And would never listen she tried to tell me
I still live my life in front of cameras
I made so much bread I don lost my manners
Been on different shit I don't know what the plan is
Hoping what I get up to doesn't fail me
Yeah you said
Hope what I got into doesn't kill me
Put my guard down so you could see the real me
And you broke my heart you were supposed to heal me
Say you never felt this typa pain before
I know that It ain't easy to deal with me
I used to show a lot you used to feel me
I know you ain't felt this type of pain until me
I fuck up a lot cause I'm self sabotaging
Ain't nothing feel the same a lot has been off
Enemy number one I get the blame often
Used to be close thought we'd be in the same coffin
Uh huh
Swear it would hurt but I been in this place often
Uh huh
Yeah you said
Nigga mind your money gotta mind your business
Gotta go through hell just to know what a sin is
I was in the dark I swear I couldn't manage
Swear that I mean well but stay causing damage
I ain't get no single handout ain't no thing I'm handing
Everything don turn to gold if I put my hand in
Everything don turn to gold if I put my (mhh)
Know they wishing me to fall but I'm still standing
Only wish that I could call when I was still stranded
When they cut me out swear I used to feel offended
They tryna count me out while I'm tryna feed my family
Had to take back what was mine I became a bandit
Had to get rid of the broke me left him abandoned
Having nothing really broke me I couldn't stand it
Since the moment I took flight I don't plan on landing
Yeah you said
Hope what I got into doesn't kill me
Put my guard down so you could see the real me
And you broke my heart you were supposed to heal me
Say you never felt this typa pain before
I know that It ain't easy to deal with me
I used to show a lot you used to feel me