Churches

Close your eyes and remember
Do you see me there by your side?
Do you feel your heart beat the same
As that time you first looked into my eyes?
Do you feel you can defend this?
Do you still feel alive?
Because I feel we're just pretending
Pretending we're just fine

And maybe I was hunting high and low
Maybe I was hurt but acted strong
And when we were drifting back and forth
Didn't know I hurt you all along

Dark nights of September
It was me and my pride
I felt my heart change its ways
When you told me your first lie
When we reached our last December
I knew our time had run out
'Cause when I looked myself in the mirror
I knew pretending was all I got

Maybe I was hunting high and low
Maybe I was hurt and acted strong
And when we were drifting back and forth
Didn't know I hurt you all along
Maybe I was hunting high and low
Maybe I was drifting back and forth
Maybe I was all too high
And maybe you were all too low

I don't believe in a forever
Because I've known things to change
I don't believe in any heaven
Because the sky has an end

Maybe I was hunting high and low
Maybe I was hurt and acted strong
And when we were drifting back and forth
I didn't know I hurt you all along
Maybe I was hunting high and low
Maybe I was drifting back and forth
Maybe I was all too high
And maybe you were all too low

I don't believe there's a forever
All that I've ever known has changed
I don't believe there is a heaven
All my skies seem to end