Grow

Good morning, Father, it's the first day
That I woke up without your daily breathing
Exercises and your prayers that I used to
Hate so much
'Cause they were lasting for too long
But I kinda miss your preaches
Now that I found myself going to church and
Started praying for my friends and my family
'Cause that's the only thing that keeps me going on

Oh, Lord-oh-oh, ooh-yeah-yeah
Why did you decide to make the rule of time?
(Listen to me, lord) Lord-oh-oh, ooh-yeah-yeah
I just don't feel ready at all
And I never understood your apologies
Every inch I grew, every time I dreamed
You just shed a tear that I couldn't see
But why'd you hide that growing isn't easy?
Why'd you only sing when I wasn't home?
The song that I would sing when I'm all alone
Like you shed a tear that I couldn't see
You and I, we are both still fighting it

This is probably the last song
I would write without thinking 'bout reception
But I thought it'd be a missed opportunity
Not to make a bland song
In an album about my life
Let's just let go for a moment 
All this chit-chat 'bout artistry is tedious
And it made me just forget that
I'm a child still and not a grown-up
Do I really have to care?

Oh, Lord-oh-oh, ooh-yeah-yeah
Why did you decide to make the rule of time?
(Listen to me, lord) Lord-oh-oh, ooh-yeah-yeah
I just don't feel ready at all
(And I never understood your apologies)
(Every inch I grew every time I dreamed)
(You just shed a tear that I couldn't see)
But why'd you hide that growing isn't easy?
Why'd you only sing when I wasn't home?
The song that I would sing when I'm all alone
Like you shed a tear that I couldn't see
You and I, we are both still fighting it

You and I, we are both 
You and I, we are both still fighting it
You and I, we are both, you and I, we are both 
Now that I understand your apologies
Is there anything like a remedy?
How can I grow back all my memories?
Is there really no way but just fighting it?
Now that I understand your apologies
Is there anything like a remedy?
How can I grow back all my memories?
Is there really no way but just fighting it?