Pseudoscience

Sometimes I wanna sleep until it's over
Mind been racing having trouble staying sober
Escape reality, no luck from a clover
I gotta find it inside of me, no one can give me closure
No one else can give me closure
Why do I feel farther every time that I get closer
I gotta keep my composure man, I'm not the only one
How many of us really can't afford to have fun
Striking out, until I get to hit the home run
How many losses til I can say that I've won
I'm lost in a space, the weight it feels like a ton
I wanna run, away from the place that I've been in
Away from the pressure, get away from the tension
I have a love hate relationship with this dimension
I mentioned before that there's a war inside of me
I love life but feel trapped by society

I know its up to me to feel peace or anxiety
I know its up to me to tell my mind sit quietly
I know its up to me entirely
I know its up to me to feel peace or anxiety
I know its up to me to tell my mind sit quietly
I know its up to me entirely

Sometimes I spend days in enquiry
Thoughts branch off like a vine at the winery
My brain cells like books at a library
Pages and pages of thoughts like a diary
Write em in a song, say goodbye to my privacy
But at least I let it out
People hear my songs, then tell me what I'm about
They don't know tho
I been on a journey like Frodo
Let go control, let it flow slow
We are all God
If acknowledged, you're a showboat
Some days I'm confident, some days there's no hope
Some days the same and some days there's new growth
Some days I'm on earth and some days its Pluto
Everything we living right now was once pseudo
Science only goes as far as what we do know
What happens when tomorrow I know more
And you choose to tell me that its something to ignore
Cuz we know it all now
Anything that's different they attempt to shoot down

I know its up to me to feel peace or anxiety
I know its up to me to tell my mind sit quietly
I know its up to me entirely
I know its up to me to feel peace or anxiety
I know its up to me to tell my mind sit quietly
I know its up to me entirely