Magnificent

I sat quietly under the paint-splattered tarp of a sky
And thought to myself "Why
Do we make this so hard?"
I guess it's comfort in chaos because that's the way it's always been
So how could we possibly know any different?

It's almost magnificent
How fucking ignorant am I?

Ya gotta laugh or you'll cry
I got drugs
I wonder why
I got heart though
It's full of love
I never used

It's full of everything I love and hate
And the heaviness of things I can't change
And readiness to change them anyways
It's full of pain of course but aren't we all
Feeling pain of course we are
Of course we are...
I must be dumb enough for both of us
To think we could do any better
It's taking long enough
For the rest of us to catch on
That we could do better
Can't stress hard enough how I'd never thought
That I'd Still be here doing anything at all
Like I ever get enough of it

It's almost magnificent
How fucking ignorant am I?

Ya gotta laugh or you'll cry
I got drugs
I wonder why
I got heart though
It's full of love
I never used

I didn't know how to

Ya gotta laugh or you'll cry
I got drugs
I wonder why
I got heart though
It's full of love
I never used

I didn't know how to
I didn't know how to

Ya gotta laugh or you'll cry
I got drugs
I wonder why
I got heart though
It's full of love
I never used