Suicide Letter Pt. 2

Oh, oh-oh
Yeah, yeah

I wake up again, I'm filled with this pain, it's always the same shit
I hear voices inside, they tell me to die, I cannot explain it (explain it)
I'm traumatized from shit that I've seen, it's stuck in my brain, bitch
I might take my own life and blow out my mind, I heard it heals pain quick (pain quick)

I wake up again, I'm filled with this pain, it's always the same shit
I hear voices inside, they tell me to die, I cannot explain it (explain it)
I think I'm traumatized from shit that I've seen, it's stuck in my brain, bitch
I might take my own life and blow out my mind, I heard it heals pain quick

Off of these pills, I'ma black out
Smokin' this dope 'til I pass out
If you've seen what I've seen, you would tap out
Got no love in my heart, I don't laugh now (don't laugh)
Sipping this lean got me nauseous
Popping so many Xans, I'm unconscious
I'm giving so many signs, aren't you watching?
Don't you cry when I'm dead in a coffin (oh)

I'm on my knees, I'm begging for help, I look to the sky and pray (sky and pray)
Got a knife on my throat, a noose 'round my neck, I'm ready to die today (die today)
I'm so tired of this earth and tired of pain, I'm ready to fly away (fly away)
This a letter to fans and a letter to friends, I'm going to a better place (better place)
Hope I don't go to Hell for killing myself, I pray I see Heaven's gates
Tell my mama I'm sorry and sister I love her, it's all gonna be okay
Hope you know that I tried my hardest to fight, but I'm just so tired of pain
I'll be up in the sky, watching from high, always just keeping you safe (keep you safe)

I wake up again, I'm filled with this pain, it's always the same shit
I hear voices inside, they tell me to die, I cannot explain it (explain it)
I think I'm traumatized from shit that I've seen, it's stuck in my brain, bitch (brain, bitch)
I might take my own life and blow out my mind, I heard it heals pain quick (pain)

I wake up again, I'm filled with this pain, it's always the same shit
I hear voices inside, they tell me to die, I cannot explain it (explain it)
I think I'm traumatized from shit that I've seen, it's stuck in my brain, bitch (brain, bitch)
I might take my own life and blow out my mind, I heard it heals pain quick (pain quick)