Dependable People And Things That I'M Sure Of

I know that he loves me
As I watch him leave
I'd do anything at all
To hear his voice call me
But now there's a shadow
Where once stood a beam
He's searching for colour
In a sepia scene
And the cold wind blows
Like my grip on a string
That I held so close
Now he's not listening
He's not listening

But I can go out there
I can be someone else
We all have the power to
Do this shit to ourselves
But in the quiet times
When nobody can see
I'm letting my thoughts get
Bigger than me
And the cold wind blows
And the spring never came
And I feel so sick
If I hear his name

Oh how he left me
'Cause we went too far
I looked at my body
I learned how to drive a car
I had my family
And I had my friends
But oh how I wanted
To be with him again
And I know he's somewhere
That he wants to be
And I only wish
He wanted that with me

But I can run further
Than I could before
And I can laugh louder
I can dance 'til I'm sore
Then in the morning I
I can do it again
I just have to keep moving
Don't ever stop moving
And all of this envy
And all of this fear
Will just be a memory
Of this shitty year
And I'm so much older
Than I want to be
But there's so much more
If I take it easy