Gruesome (Alt)

If i lost my way,
Tell me
You can be hurtful just
Don’t kill

Cause it's digging in my chest
Caving from the weight
A ringing in my head
Every other day

Do we have to be gruesome
To feel

Under the surface
Bitter and nervous
Do my best
To make it out alive

Is anything working?
I'm tired of searching
For something
To make me feel alright

Running in circles
Again

Are we taking wrong turns
or dead ends