Gruesome

If I lost my way
Tell me
You can be hurtful just
Don't kill

Cause it's digging in my chest
I'm caving from the weight
A ringing in my head
Every other day

Do we have to be gruesome
To feel

Under the surface
I'm bitter and nervous
Do my best
To make it through the night
Is anything working
I'm tired of searching
For something
To make me feel alright

I'm running in circles
Again

Are we taking wrong turns
Or dead ends

Cause it's digging in my chest
I'm caving from the weight
A ringing in my head
Every other day

Do we have to be gruesome
To feel

Under the surface
I'm bitter and nervous
Do my best
To make it through the night
Is anything working
I'm tired of searching
For something
To make me feel alright

Do we have to be gruesome
To feel
For something
To make me feel alright

Do we have to be gruesome
To feel
For something
To make me feel alright