Idek

Yeah
This is the beginning right here
Bow, bow, ba-dow-bow, ba-ba, dow, bow-bow
And then the hook's right here
It's coming after this, we've got a couple more bars
I know where it goes, it goes here
It's coming up, yeah, yeah, okay
So I said

I'm wide awake, why I always feel like my eyes closed?
Fumbled the bag so many times, I don't even know
And you don't gotta tell me different
Baby, I been losing vision
Don't know who's life I been living
Not my own

Pull up in that brand new nothing
But I still look disgusting
Got 'em sick how I'm stunting
Don't even know how I got in
Don't еven know how I'm talking
I don't even spеak this language
Every day is some new strangeness
Just another way to say the same shit
Then we wasted and we racing

Wonder who gonna get most famous
And we pacing 'round 4:00 a.m
Wonder who gonna get the next bag quick
And I'm breaking, no, I'm making it
Even though I don't even know who I came with
And I'm blanking, no what's my name?
Now I don't even know what I'm saying, hell
I don't even know what I'm saying
I don't even know what I'm-

I'm wide awake, why I always feel like my eyes closed?
Fumbled the bag so many times, I don't even know
And you don't gotta tell me different
Baby, I been losing vision
Don't know who's life I been living
Not my own

I turn the page in the same book that they wrote before
Am I okay?
At this point I don't even know
And you don't gotta tell me nothing
Baby, I know I been bluffing
Don't know whose life I got stuck in
Not my own

Don't even know where I'm at
Who I'm supposed to be
I'm out to lunch, I'm lost at sea
Done drank too much, forgotten me
I been feeling a little bit crazy
'Cause I'm crazy
Ask me if I want them to call me

I'm like Carly, I say maybe
I been losing sleep too often
And I sleep too much to lock in
It's like lately I've been lost in
Somewhere I just keep on walking
I don't really wanna figure out the way I wanna live
'Cause if I knew just what to do
It'd be something already did

I'm wide awake, why I always feel like my eyes closed?
Fumbled the bag so many times, I don't even know
And you don't gotta tell me different
Baby, I been losing vision
Don't know who's life I been living
Not my own

I turn the page in the same book that they wrote before
Am I okay?
At this point I don't even know
And you don't gotta tell me nothing
Baby, I know I been bluffing
Don't know whose life I got stuck in
Not my own