Cognition

This is the way I get when I'm unhappy with myself, I feel my mistakes pounding into my lead, lying to my conscience believing I was misled there's things I've learned since timess passed on still I hurt when will regret be gone gone are the days of feeling good within my soul and ill gain self respect by gaining self control, I've got a feeling that I can beat this game then I won't have why do I do the wrong things over and over again when it seems the outcome never makes any sense, I've got a feeling that I can beat this game then I won't have to feel the shame